He’s stepping into my living room that’s full of guests at the moment. I see him from far away till he’s just about one step closer to me. He greets all the guests in the house and winks at me while I smile at him and look at his eyes, wanting to give him a warm hug. I feel that he doesn’t seem to feel alright between lots of people, he seems a little bit tired and tells his aunt that he’s going back to his car. He then walks closer to me who currently lay on the sofa.
‘Would you like to come with me, my love?‘ he smiles at me and gives me his hand. His eyes and his smile that always make me feel comfortable, that always make me feel that I’m loved. I grab his hand and he starts bearing me on his back, walking into the car garage while we’re talking to each other. I feel that I’m hugging him as I need to hold him, trying not to fall down. There are a few cars in and outside the garage, he walks outside the garage and I see his funky, yellow car parked on the street next to my house. The car doors are opened and he lets me step in. He sits beside me, smiles and talks to me while I still can’t believe that he’s in front of my eyes. I try my best to talk back even though my lips and tongue seem to be sealed.
‘How are you love? Damn I miss you!‘ he touches my right cheek, I touch his hand and kiss it softly
‘I’m fine, I’ve just been missing you so much! You didn’t let me know about you, where have you been?‘ I look at him, still touching his hand and he can see what I’m feeling.
He then rests his back on the seat, placing both of his hands behind his head and says,’since my niece’s getting married, they kept pushing me to help them, let alone taking a rest, I couldn’t even take my mobile phone to call you. You probably see I’m a little tired right now, all I want is being at a less crowded place. Now there are only you and me, I feel happy that you’re here‘ He then starts his car and drives around. We’re having a nice conversation, talking about our motherland. I don’t want to miss this moment, and I knew he doesn’t want it, too as this is a special moment that we finally meet each other again. He then parks his car at a parking place near by a shopping centre and we move to the seat behind, he holds me in his arms while I hug him tightly, don’t ever want to go away from him and wish that this moment will last forever, being with him like the world is just about us. Being in his arm, feeling his breath and warmness that comfort me.
I suddenly hear a voice coming not so far away from me which gets me back to the reality. I open my eyes and realise that all the nice things that just happened was just a dream. I wake up, thinking of him and wondering what he’s been up to. It’s around 1:00 AM and it’s very impossible for me to call him. I’m sad, but I however still feel his warmness, till now.
To my beloved E., that’s what made me call you again today. I’m happy to hear your voice, once again.
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